I lost my job, career, home and my normal life. I need psychiatric care. My memory is shot. I can’t even remember coaching my son’s baseball team. I’m afraid to leave home, and can’t be left alone. I twitch and shake from essential tremors and Restless Leg Syndrome. I can’t drive a car. I’m sedated all the time. The insurer has driven my family into poverty and out of state. They won’t pay for doctor visits or provide recommended treatment.